I needed a little time away from the computer. The devil has been showing his ugly head. I had to do some warfare on behalf of my  oldest son Allen., who is 28 .He is considering going back to live with  his WITCH girlfriend. He had recently moved in with me after his girfriend beat him and push him out the door in only his underwear and placed a restraining order on him..  

           She  now claims to be trying to be a christian . She has use this on him like a  yo -yo with him  the last five years. The girl has mental problems and draws a  disablity check. My son also was on disablity until recently. He is now working as a short -order cook.

          I missed the young man he use to be before he met her. We use to witness on the streets together handing out tracks. He use to sing in church and on occasion he had led the devotion in his youth class. God has called Allen to do a mightly work  for him. However he has been running from it . Allen  has a fear of being alone. This girl has him convinced that no one else would have him . He does have a lot of problems and suffers from  a spit- personality.  Please agree with me  in prayer that he will come to his senses and  come back to God and walk away from this girl. I  prayed and fasted on many occassions for him and his girlfriend and I refuse to give up. Yet   I do get weary and frustratd at times. I  also need your prayers.

Praise God, Randy has a job. He started working at the Chervon gas station this morning. I'm not crazy about him selling beer and cirgarettes. However it will do until he gets his GED. He plans to take night classes. Then go to tech colleage and learn to be a carpenter. I thank God for the change in his attitude. He  even gave up his plans to go deer hunting with his friend for the weekend. Something   that he has been looking forward to all year.

 Well, bye for now , I'm off to shower. I have a date with my hubby.He's taking me out to eat seafood.

             My son Randy made 18 a few months ago. He is having a little trouble to adult life.  He  will be waking up soon to head out for another day ofj ob searching.We lived in a small town in Georgia  where jobs are scarce. He doesnt have  a lot in his favor . He has no transportation , no driver's lincence and drop out of school when he was17. He went to jobs corps for a little while . Which was unsucessful and then went to Louisiana to work on a tugboat for a couple of months. I guess he became home sick and decided to come home.

            I  love having him back home, but as Mom I worry about his future. I'm trying to encourage him to go for  a GED.  Yet he sames unmotivated. I try not to be too pushy . I  remember when I  was 18 how scary it was for me to go out in the job world. Randy is shy and insecure much like I was.  Yet as Mom it's hard not to baby him .On the hand his Dad is the opposite. He believes in tough love and is ready to send him out in the cold. I feel like I'm caught in the middle of wanting to  stand by my husband and  supporting  my son  and giving him more time to find a job. After all where would he go. Im taking him in town to apply for jobs today .Please agree in prayer with me that he will find a job today.

               I spent a little time reading some of you'll blog entries. There are some incrediable  writers in blog world. I enjoyed all that I read. However, it made me realise I still have a lot to learn as a writer. Trying new things doesnt come easy for me. I'm 51 years old and still have problems with self - esteem. Yet  I feel God has called me to write and  determine to grow as a writer  with his help. I'm now in the process of writing a novel and plan to self -publish  it in the near future.  I'm praying that it sells well and  witnesses to others of God's love. 

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            Hi everyone in blog world. I'm new to blog. I'm also new to all this internet stuff. We come a long way  baby.  Oops , I'm giving away my age with that old saying. Anyhow, I'm still learning how to type on my new computer. Please bare with  me. Sometimes I misspelled words and even leave out words . I hope that doesnt scare you away from reading my blog. I'm glad to find a place I can just be me. I hope we can become friends. I believe we already have something in common. Aren't we all just looking for love and understanding. We can find it if we allow God's love to flow through us. Maybe we can shared our hopes and dreams and yes sometimes fears.  Perhaps you need someone to hear your hearts cry . Or you want to  tell of a happy event and shout it from the roof tops. I'm here to listen and pray for you if needed.  Well good bye for now and hope to hear from you soon .GOD BLESS